ZEE DENNIS CHASE MARCUS

What was your first paying job?

2011-12-05T09:08:00.001+08:00

ummmmm fnb

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What do you like to do when you are feeling sick?

2011-12-05T09:07:00.001+08:00

sleep

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What's your favorite city?

2011-12-03T22:36:00.001+08:00

SEOUL^°

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What store do you shop at most often?

2011-12-03T22:31:00.001+08:00

COMICS CONNECTIONS

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tired

2011-12-03T21:57:00.001+08:00

too tired.long.time no post

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What is the most recent book that you have read?

2011-12-03T21:51:00.001+08:00

well the eye of the beholder

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saegil chuka hamnida^^

2011-07-23T21:17:00.003+08:00

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to Fauziah
happy birthday to me

i am officially 20 this year(21 in Korea)
i am so happy
plus sad
cz my birthday falls on a weekend:(
and i am celebrating it alone:(
got bday wishes for mummy and sister:)
when i woke up
i immediately online at facebook
and i got like lot and lots of BIRTHDAY WISHES,
almost everyone wishes me except some,
but overall i am happy and not forgetting that my workplace mates bought me Birthday cake^^

and also this from HUISHI
CHocolate cake yumyum

it may not be the best or memorable one but it a great one cz most shawols elfs and friends and family wishes me

23JULY2011
ITS A DAY OF
SINGAPORE AND MALAYSIA MATCH
I HOPE I BRING SOME LUCK THOUGH
SINGAPORE MUST WIN ON MY BDAY.
MOW SINGAPORE LEADING WITH 5 GOALS
SINGAPORE HWAITING

THIS YEAR IT MAY BE THAT I DONT RECEIVE ANY PRESENT IM HAPPY CZ PEOPLE STILL REMEMBER MY BIRTHDAY^^
THANK YOU

IF IM GOING TO PUT A LIST OF THANKS
I DONT THINK I CAN FINISH IT UP
TO ALL:
THANK YOU FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES

kyuhyun baby

donghae^^

shin dong^^

leeteuk OPPA!!!

i love you and also kyuhyun baby teaser is out>>>>>

20th birthday

2011-07-23T11:22:00.000+08:00

it is my birthday today^^
yippee
even though it falls on a Saturday
i still receive a lot of birthday wishes from friends ,shawols and elfs ^^
i am really happy and fortunate to have them as a part of my life^^
thank you for the birthday wishes^^
SAEGIL CHUKA HAMNIDA!

How often do you remember your dreams?

2011-07-21T17:26:00.001+08:00

50%

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countdown

2011-07-18T20:01:00.001+08:00

who would have guess all this while

i survive for 20 years

alive

and still kicking

how i wish i was four year younger^^

i thought i would be able to celebrate it with a special someone

well guess i have to celebrate it all alone yet again

maybe im destined to be alone

haish

life is so depressing

aish

feel like killing myself at times

i can say that i am happy or i am sad

cause i am having a mix feeling of both

when i look at couple i wish i was like them

wish my boyfriend would be caring like him

well i guess after what i went through i cant think of anything that really make me happy during the 6months of relationship.

seriously when i want to think back

all i can think was misery

even though i miss him

but at times

i wish he would understand me more

but he fails at it

he expect me to understand him

how can i ?

i just wish i didnt meet him

there's no point of you coming back in my life

because there's nothing that makes me happy

you only bring me misery when i think back

i feel so bad when i say this but it is a fact when i think for a long time

i hope you find someone new

i really envy people in a relationship

i try to hide the feeling of envious

but what could i do

there's nothing i could do

every day i fake a big fake smile a big fake wherever i go

laugh whenever i could

but it's all a pretence

i try hard to forget what had happened

i managed too

so now it seems like i have lost all the memories that we had

i cant bear to throw all the stuff that you bought for me

the ring

the key change

and the bear BUT IT SEEMS I DONT REMEMBER WHERE I PUT IT

i really wish you had throw the stuff i gave you

HOPING FOR A RELATIONSHIP

now i am not hoping for another relationship

because

all

guys

are

the same

i am sorry if i will ever offend you guys

but isnt it a fact?

guys guys

sometime i asked god

why did you even create guys

when they dont display the right values as a guy?

SCHOOL

well basically i will see this same guy everyday in school

and i always feel weird when i see him

cause why

because he will look back at me

iiish

so the irritating

classmates are okay

but my both BESTIE

kay and ika

they are my best laughing friends

every day without fail we always laugh at each other random moments

i really love them

it have been a while

2011-07-13T19:05:00.000+08:00

it has been a while

maybe months since i last blog

i have been through a lot i guess and dont wish to blog about it,

well i dont know what happen today

i felt like blogging

last year i was happy really i was when i met this special guy

we turned out to be okay together,

we were friends

and then we moved on to a relationship

every month

almost every month he makes me happy

not forgetting all the quarrel we had due to his family problems he had to go through since young

i didnt care about that

all i wanted was him

but slowly as month goes by

we changed

yes we do changed

he always had bad mood

leading me to a bad day and bad stress.

he didnt know

i kept it to myself cz i dont want to stress him even more looking at his condition with his parents.

i feel so stress cz of the problems

and finally the fifth month of relationship i decided to break off from him

i know i always love him

but when he say he love me sometimes i dont feel it, it seems like he cares more abt his friend then me.

those days i misses him

wanted to meet him

but i could not

he had to meet his friends which i guess was more important to him and his works.

this makes me lose hope in the relationship,and there's actually other proble that lead to this break up.

when im sad i am not allowed to cry,im deprived of it

just imagine..im not saying he's bad, bt sometime i dont feel his sincerity.

i am sorry i know i shouldnt have said this since we ended this relationship long ago.but then did you really even love me?

i just wish that you had paid more attention to me instead of your friends

that's why i dont deserve a guy like you.

after all the feeling of depressed and stress.

the relationship of me and you teaches me how to love someone and not get the same amount of love that i gave.

i hope you find someone better then me, i dont deserve you.

i am so pissed and damn irritated with relationship nowadays

cz guys dont paid attention to their girls

how do you expect them to love you?

love is blind

love is about loving someone despite how he/she looks, behave or dress.

if you cares about this then you don deserve love.

Girls who know how to love a guy deserve a guy who love her double of she loving him.

i always dreamt of a perfect relatinship with the guy i love and that he will do or sacrifes for me not thinking of the consequences

but then some guys are too timid and not brave

GUYS who look for girls just to have fun dont even deserve a place in the world

i dont know why they are bored in this world.

there's no one in this world who are sincere in a relationship

maybe if there is

i can say.
0.1%

i am now not bothered about relationship because i know no one deserved my love and it final

nothing changes

my heart is broken to a million pieces

no one can put it back to how it was before.

life after the separation was tough

friends asked me to move on

well i try

but its difficult

memories are there stuck in my head.

what we did what we say

it is still in my heart

after today im not going to think abt what have happen and finally move on with my life

i believe thats the way

SCHOOL

school have been fun ,

met few people who are friendly

well since i met this two girls

ive changed

a happy

cheerful

and no

longer depressed as i was

we laugh,smile

cry and hopefully we dont fight

i really dont wish that to happen^^

they are a few people i could click immediately

studies

my studies has been okay okay

i can cope with accounting

and economic for now

maybe when u see me a year later

i might be haggard already

hahaha~

SHINee 1ST CONCERT

IN SINGAPORE

should i go even if my parents dont allowed it?

hell ya~

one night only

218 168 138

buying 168

and going to save save

work work work

if no chocie lend money^^ from my friend?

hehe^^

I AM SO GOING

YES AH

10 SEPT 2011

6PM

SINGAPORE INDOOR STADIUM

ONEW AH GIDARISEYO!

HEHE^^

WILL BLOG AGAIN SOON^^

What ice cream flavor describes your personality the best?

2011-05-19T20:42:00.001+08:00

strawberry<3

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Words that Freeze my heart

2011-05-15T19:07:00.000+08:00

English translation

The most beautiful lie in the world
goodbye goodbye
The words spat out even though your

heart is torn apart
goodbye goodbye
The words meaning good farewell
The words that doesn’t even make

sense

As much as I loved you as much as I

believed you
It hurts, it hurts
Because I hate you so much, because

it’s so sad
It hurts, it hurts
This is farewell
This can’t be good
But still goodbye

Goodbye, even though I might hate

you, you are my love
The first person to teach me love
Sending you away
These are the lies of one man
goodbye goodbye

Your temperature that only I used to

feel
goodbye goodbye
Your lips that only I used to kiss
goodbye goodbye
It is devastating
But for you

The words I have to say as a man
goodbye goodbye
Embracing you tight for the last

time
goodbye goodbye
Like a tape stretched out
Stuttering heavily
Be happy, goodbye

Goodbye, even though I might hate

you, you are my love
The first person to teach me love
Sending you away
These are the lies of one man
goodbye goodbye

Goodbye, meet a better person and be

happy
I copy the scene right out of a

typical drama
Goodbye as a word might be well
In the end I lose you to someone

else
Like a kid who lost their parents
The love we made is separating
That’s right, farewell is up to us
In front of love we are sinners

Don’t cry you fool, I am really okay
I will live on no matter what, I

will be happy
Encounter, love, memories, farewell
For that moment, I was really

thankful

Clenching my teeth, I will send you

away
No matter what, I will forget you
The heart breaking story
We made together

goodbye goodbye

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What would your perfect day look like?

2011-05-15T18:10:00.009+08:00

a day on a beach with my boyfriend:)

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What kind of music can you just not stand to listen to?

2011-05-15T18:10:00.007+08:00

techno:(

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If you could go back in time 10 years and tell your younger self something, what would it be?

2011-05-15T18:10:00.005+08:00

study hard:)

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What's your favorite genre of music?

2011-05-15T18:10:00.003+08:00

ballad ,dance

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What was the worst place you've traveled to?

2011-05-15T18:10:00.001+08:00

i havent travelled yet:(

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What was the happiest moment in your life?

2011-05-15T18:09:00.003+08:00

when i found my love:)

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If you had to cook dinner for someone tonight, what would you make?

2011-05-15T18:09:00.001+08:00

hmms.maybe spaghetti:)

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Who do you think should be the next president of the United States?

2011-05-15T18:08:00.005+08:00

hmms~ tough one

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What's your dream car?

2011-05-15T18:08:00.003+08:00

as long as the car works im okay with it:)

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Do you believe in fate?

2011-05-15T18:08:00.001+08:00

yes i do:)

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im so happy~ are you happy too?? ^^

2011-05-15T18:05:00.001+08:00

not really:(

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Which group/artists can you see yourself being dedicated to for the rest of your time into Kpop?

2011-05-14T20:53:00.005+08:00

hmms:) a lot la

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i love Friday the 13th.. its my lucky day.. ^^ do you like it too?? ^^

2011-05-14T20:53:00.003+08:00

hahs::)

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What superstitions do you have?

2011-05-14T20:53:00.001+08:00

none?

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i missyou

2011-05-01T22:42:00.001+08:00

This days I've been missing my baby love .we have been quarrelling for the few days.hope we can overcome all of this obstacles .meeting baby love tmr.deligted.miss him super super badly.I MISS YOU SAYANG.!!

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What was the weirdest gift you ever received?

2011-04-19T18:55:00.009+08:00

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If you were given a brand new yacht, what would you name it?

2011-04-19T18:55:00.007+08:00

zee<3 etyw

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Would you rather be a vampire or a werewolf?

2011-04-19T18:55:00.005+08:00

vampire.yum yum

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Would you rather have the ability to fly, or the ability to breathe underwater?

2011-04-19T18:55:00.003+08:00

ability to fly~

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What did you eat for breakfast today?

2011-04-19T18:55:00.001+08:00

fried mee~

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What rule do you find yourself always breaking?

2011-04-19T18:54:00.001+08:00

surfing the net for long hours?

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HELLO. :DD

2011-04-19T18:53:00.003+08:00

HEELO HELLO

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hi.. ^^

2011-04-19T18:53:00.001+08:00

HELLO HELLO~~

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What rule do you find yourself always breaking?

2011-04-19T18:52:00.009+08:00

surfing the net for long hours?

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What rule do you find yourself always breaking?

2011-04-19T18:52:00.007+08:00

surf the net for long hours?

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What rule do you find yourself always breaking?

2011-04-19T18:52:00.005+08:00

surfing the net for long hours?

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Let's pray for AJ Perez. TT

2011-04-19T18:52:00.003+08:00

:) rest in peace AJ Perez

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Do you have a twitter?? If yes why???? Kekeke

2011-04-19T18:52:00.001+08:00

yes~i like to tweet tweet~

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four months anniversary~

2011-04-19T16:28:00.001+08:00

it's gonna be four months with me and my darling baby

etyw.

i love you.

it's true we are different in terms of religion and race,

no matter what happens one day,

you will still be my best boyfriend ever.

cz u r the one who light up my life

you should know this heart is only for you,my heart have only you.only you in my heart~~if it's fated that one day we break up, i really hope you can find a better girl, a better girl than me,who loves you like i do, who worry as always like i do~

i shall be there looking after you from far,

i shall be strong and always think of you~

i wish i could be the only one in ur life

we have a very rough journey in our beggining of our relationship,

we quarrel alot due to our different views,

i really cry a lot during our quarrel

i guess it was just me who dont really understand you,

but it's just that i love you too much that i can't bear to lose you

how will i survive without you.

dear laogong ah, i really love you,you are my husband , i am your wife,

you r my yeon gi and i am your biba syg

we shall celebrate our four months anniversary happily~~

[p.s i hope he reads this~]

i love school..awesome~

2011-04-19T16:09:00.000+08:00

i thought i will really be miserable in Bishan

but on a second thought, comparing both school i went, i prefer bishan even though it lacks of facilities like simei had but it's much more strict compare to simei.

the toilet, so much differnt a big one..

at simei we can hang out in the toilet, sit there when there is break time,play card games.

but here, toilet are meant for going to toilet and do what u need to do.

the co-op shop only operates at certain timing.

damn bad luck if u need buy important stuff huh..

lolz

there is an advantage and disadvantage.

anyway who cares, we will move to bug campus soon~~~~~

lalalalala

First day of School

2011-04-13T17:47:00.000+08:00

everyone will be nervous on their first day of school
am i right?

at first i thought it wouldnt be nervous for me la

when the day approaches.

the nervous breakdown began.
LOL

woke up as early as 7.30am

prepare for school
message Fatin, ask her where she is

so met her at school.

when i reach school,tons of people were at the foyer, buzy looking for their class.i saw fatin went to her.

i went to look for my class.

i search for my class.

i was in ISA.business administration.

the first class in admin 2011 class april intake.

i was scared

nervous

i had no friend in the class.

all my friends mostly are at SIMEI

while i at BISHAN

i have friends at bishan but the problem is different course.

we settle down at the foyer.

after that, we were ask to follow the bridge leader.

went to class.

we got to know our class advisor

she seems nice.

like Ms Aw:)

the Class advisor ask us to introduc ourself.damn i hate intro.

most f my classmates are from Bishan

only me and other three are from other school

one is from cck

other 2 is from simei

one is attachment

one is jan intake

i made friend with them.

when it was break time the four of us hang out together.

went to buy food.was damn hungry but den when we reach our table we lost our appetite.

at first i tot i will hate this school and classmate.

bt i have to adapt to new environment.am i right.

so i guess i update soon~

When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?

2011-04-13T17:20:00.001+08:00

a teacher~

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How many countries have you traveled to?

2011-04-13T17:06:00.003+08:00

none,hope i can go travelling one day~

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What TV show do you wish would go off the air for good?

2011-04-13T17:06:00.001+08:00

SHINee HELLO BABY~!

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Cats or Dogs?

2011-04-13T17:05:00.001+08:00

cat dog

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Who was the best teacher you've ever had?

2011-04-13T17:04:00.005+08:00

i cant think of anyone right now

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FOLLOW ME. =.=

2011-04-13T17:04:00.003+08:00

follow you back:)

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What qualities do you look for when you're dating someone?

2011-04-13T17:04:00.001+08:00

he has to be caring just like my boyfriend:)

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formspring.me

2011-03-31T12:29:00.001+08:00

ask me , and i will answer you back asap~ http://formspring.me/zeezee

How much sleep do you get every night?

2011-03-31T12:22:00.001+08:00

sometime 8 sometime 6

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hey im back~~~

2011-03-31T12:17:00.000+08:00

welcome back to myself~

its been a few months since ive blog right?

i miss blogging too

omo~~

yesterday night was intense leh

i got to know that today was our result for ite~

i cant get myself to sleep yesterday

luckily boyfren calm me down

so i feel a bit better,

and guess what?

last term i got 2.8 for my gpa right right

GUEss how much i get now for my 2nd term?

3.43~~

happy sia

I THOUGHT I WILL JUST FLUNK LKE LAST TERM

AND THANK GOD'

I DIDNT

I WANTED TO GO H.NNITEC SO SO MUCH

AND THEN TMR IS THE HIGHER NITEC APPLCATION RESULT

ITHINK IM NOT SO NERVOUS LIKE YTD

A BIT MORE CALM

MY REACTION WHEN I SEE A`S AND DISTINCTION

I CRIED

I WORK SO HARD AND I GET IT

What was the worst place you've traveled to?

2011-03-18T18:12:00.009+08:00

ZZZ

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What was your favorite TV show as a child?

2011-03-18T18:12:00.007+08:00

TELETUBBIES OR POWER RANGER

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Would you rather be rich or famous?

2011-03-18T18:12:00.005+08:00

famous~

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What's the longest you've ever gone without a bath or shower?

2011-03-18T18:12:00.003+08:00

one day

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Would you rather date a lot of different people, or be in a committed relationship?

2011-03-18T18:12:00.001+08:00

COMMITTED RELATIONSHIP

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What was the best job you've ever had?

2011-03-18T18:11:00.009+08:00

zzzz

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Who and when was your first kiss?

2011-03-18T18:11:00.007+08:00

zzzzzz

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What's the origin of your name?

2011-03-18T18:11:00.005+08:00

no origin~

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What's your earliest memory?

2011-03-18T18:11:00.003+08:00

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What did you dream about last night?

2011-03-18T18:11:00.001+08:00

BEAST~~

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When was the last time you gave flowers?

2011-03-18T18:10:00.005+08:00

i hope i recieved one

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What celebrity would play you in a movie about your life?

2011-03-18T18:10:00.003+08:00

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What's the nicest thing someone's ever done for you?

2011-03-18T18:10:00.001+08:00

a birthday bash~

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What was the worst movie you've ever seen?

2011-03-18T18:09:00.003+08:00

so far not yet

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Would you rather date a lot of different people, or be in a committed relationship?

2011-03-18T18:09:00.001+08:00

a committed relationship~~

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What's the worst show on TV?

2011-03-18T18:06:00.009+08:00

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Who's the most underrated musician?

2011-03-18T18:06:00.007+08:00

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Who inspires you the most?

2011-03-18T18:06:00.005+08:00

for now.no one

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If you could ask George W. Bush one question what would it be?

2011-03-18T18:06:00.003+08:00

have you regretted being a president?

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What was the worst job you've ever had?

2011-03-18T18:06:00.001+08:00

so far not yet~been good

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What charity have you most recently volunteered or donated to?

2011-03-18T18:04:00.001+08:00

none yet

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result

2011-03-15T23:16:00.001+08:00

I am so scared if my result.will I be able to get into higher nitec???

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If you could be granted one wish, what would it be?

2011-03-11T18:26:00.001+08:00

i wish that all of the countries that are affected by tsunami, hurricane and earthquake never happened and our earth is safe...Praying that the world is safe

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