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it have been a while

Wednesday, July 13, 2011 | 7:05 pm | 0 comments

it has been a while

maybe months since i last blog

i have been through a lot i guess and dont wish to blog about it,

well i dont know what happen today

i felt like blogging

last year i was happy really i was when i met this special guy

we turned out to be okay together,

we were friends

and then we moved on to a relationship

every month

almost every month he makes me happy

not forgetting all the quarrel we had due to his family problems he had to go through since young

i didnt care about that

all i wanted was him

but slowly as month goes by

we changed

yes we do changed

he always had bad mood

leading me to a bad day and bad stress.

he didnt know

i kept it to myself cz i dont want to stress him even more looking at his condition with his parents.

i feel so stress cz of the problems

and finally the fifth month of relationship i decided to break off from him

i know i always love him

but when he say he love me sometimes i dont feel it, it seems like he cares more abt his friend then me.

those days i misses him

wanted to meet him

but i could not

he had to meet his friends which i guess was more important to him and his works.

this makes me lose hope in the relationship,and there's actually other proble that lead to this break up.

when im sad i am not allowed to cry,im deprived of it

just imagine..im not saying he's bad, bt sometime i dont feel his sincerity.

i am sorry i know i shouldnt have said this since we ended this relationship long ago.but then did you really even love me?

i just wish that you had paid more attention to me instead of your friends

that's why i dont deserve a guy like you.

after all the feeling of depressed and stress.

the relationship of me and you teaches me how to love someone and not get the same amount of love that i gave.

i hope you find someone better then me, i dont deserve you.

i am so pissed and damn irritated with relationship nowadays

cz guys dont paid attention to their girls

how do you expect them to love you?

love is blind

love is about loving someone despite how he/she looks, behave or dress.

if you cares about this then you don deserve love.

Girls who know how to love a guy deserve a guy who love her double of she loving him.

i always dreamt of a perfect relatinship with the guy i love and that he will do or sacrifes for me not thinking of the consequences

but then some guys are too timid and not brave

GUYS who look for girls just to have fun dont even deserve a place in the world

i dont know why they are bored in this world.

there's no one in this world who are sincere in a relationship

maybe if there is

i can say.
0.1%

i am now not bothered about relationship because i know no one deserved my love and it final

nothing changes

my heart is broken to a million pieces

no one can put it back to how it was before.

life after the separation was tough

friends asked me to move on

well i try

but its difficult

memories are there stuck in my head.

what we did what we say

it is still in my heart

after today im not going to think abt what have happen and finally move on with my life

i believe thats the way

SCHOOL

school have been fun ,

met few people who are friendly

well since i met this two girls

ive changed

a happy

cheerful

and no

longer depressed as i was

we laugh,smile

cry and hopefully we dont fight

i really dont wish that to happen^^

they are a few people i could click immediately

studies

my studies has been okay okay

i can cope with accounting

and economic for now

maybe when u see me a year later

i might be haggard already

hahaha~

SHINee 1ST CONCERT

IN SINGAPORE

should i go even if my parents dont allowed it?

hell ya~

one night only

218 168 138

buying 168

and going to save save

work work work

if no chocie lend money^^ from my friend?

hehe^^

I AM SO GOING

YES AH

10 SEPT 2011

6PM

SINGAPORE INDOOR STADIUM

ONEW AH GIDARISEYO!

HEHE^^

WILL BLOG AGAIN SOON^^

Labels: broken pieces..this heart is brokenh

Old things | New things

Awesome Shawol!

Annyeong chigu !!!

Hello and annyeong chigu. I'm Cikin and I am this skin maker. Welcome to SHINee WORLD! Let me tell you who's SHINee :D

Shinee is a contemporary R&B South Korean boy band. Formed by SM Entertainment in 2008, they made their debut on May 25, 2008 on SBS's Inkigayo with their promotional single, "Noona Neomu Yeppeo (Replay)". The group consists of Leader Onew, Bling Bling Jonghyun, Almighty Key, Flaming Charisma Minho and Maknae Taemin. Since their debut, Shinee has released two full-length albums, three mini-albums, and various singles. They have also won many awards, held a concert tour and starred in their own reality shows. Shinee is considered to be a fashion icon having started the "SHINee Trend". They made their Japanese debut on June 22, 2011 by releasing a Japanese version of their single, "Replay".

Click here to know more about SHINee!

it have been a while

Wednesday, July 13, 2011 | 7:05 pm | 0 comments

it has been a while

maybe months since i last blog

i have been through a lot i guess and dont wish to blog about it,

well i dont know what happen today

i felt like blogging

last year i was happy really i was when i met this special guy

we turned out to be okay together,

we were friends

and then we moved on to a relationship

every month

almost every month he makes me happy

not forgetting all the quarrel we had due to his family problems he had to go through since young

i didnt care about that

all i wanted was him

but slowly as month goes by

we changed

yes we do changed

he always had bad mood

leading me to a bad day and bad stress.

he didnt know

i kept it to myself cz i dont want to stress him even more looking at his condition with his parents.

i feel so stress cz of the problems

and finally the fifth month of relationship i decided to break off from him

i know i always love him

but when he say he love me sometimes i dont feel it, it seems like he cares more abt his friend then me.

those days i misses him

wanted to meet him

but i could not

he had to meet his friends which i guess was more important to him and his works.

this makes me lose hope in the relationship,and there's actually other proble that lead to this break up.

when im sad i am not allowed to cry,im deprived of it

just imagine..im not saying he's bad, bt sometime i dont feel his sincerity.

i am sorry i know i shouldnt have said this since we ended this relationship long ago.but then did you really even love me?

i just wish that you had paid more attention to me instead of your friends

that's why i dont deserve a guy like you.

after all the feeling of depressed and stress.

the relationship of me and you teaches me how to love someone and not get the same amount of love that i gave.

i hope you find someone better then me, i dont deserve you.

i am so pissed and damn irritated with relationship nowadays

cz guys dont paid attention to their girls

how do you expect them to love you?

love is blind

love is about loving someone despite how he/she looks, behave or dress.

if you cares about this then you don deserve love.

Girls who know how to love a guy deserve a guy who love her double of she loving him.

i always dreamt of a perfect relatinship with the guy i love and that he will do or sacrifes for me not thinking of the consequences

but then some guys are too timid and not brave

GUYS who look for girls just to have fun dont even deserve a place in the world

i dont know why they are bored in this world.

there's no one in this world who are sincere in a relationship

maybe if there is

i can say.
0.1%

i am now not bothered about relationship because i know no one deserved my love and it final

nothing changes

my heart is broken to a million pieces

no one can put it back to how it was before.

life after the separation was tough

friends asked me to move on

well i try

but its difficult

memories are there stuck in my head.

what we did what we say

it is still in my heart

after today im not going to think abt what have happen and finally move on with my life

i believe thats the way

SCHOOL

school have been fun ,

met few people who are friendly

well since i met this two girls

ive changed

a happy

cheerful

and no

longer depressed as i was

we laugh,smile

cry and hopefully we dont fight

i really dont wish that to happen^^

they are a few people i could click immediately

studies

my studies has been okay okay

i can cope with accounting

and economic for now

maybe when u see me a year later

i might be haggard already

hahaha~

SHINee 1ST CONCERT

IN SINGAPORE

should i go even if my parents dont allowed it?

hell ya~

one night only

218 168 138

buying 168

and going to save save

work work work

if no chocie lend money^^ from my friend?

hehe^^

I AM SO GOING

YES AH

10 SEPT 2011

6PM

SINGAPORE INDOOR STADIUM

ONEW AH GIDARISEYO!

HEHE^^

WILL BLOG AGAIN SOON^^

Labels: broken pieces..this heart is brokenh

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it have been a while

Wednesday, July 13, 2011 | 7:05 pm | 0 comments

it has been a while

maybe months since i last blog

i have been through a lot i guess and dont wish to blog about it,

well i dont know what happen today

i felt like blogging

last year i was happy really i was when i met this special guy

we turned out to be okay together,

we were friends

and then we moved on to a relationship

every month

almost every month he makes me happy

not forgetting all the quarrel we had due to his family problems he had to go through since young

i didnt care about that

all i wanted was him

but slowly as month goes by

we changed

yes we do changed

he always had bad mood

leading me to a bad day and bad stress.

he didnt know

i kept it to myself cz i dont want to stress him even more looking at his condition with his parents.

i feel so stress cz of the problems

and finally the fifth month of relationship i decided to break off from him

i know i always love him

but when he say he love me sometimes i dont feel it, it seems like he cares more abt his friend then me.

those days i misses him

wanted to meet him

but i could not

he had to meet his friends which i guess was more important to him and his works.

this makes me lose hope in the relationship,and there's actually other proble that lead to this break up.

when im sad i am not allowed to cry,im deprived of it

just imagine..im not saying he's bad, bt sometime i dont feel his sincerity.

i am sorry i know i shouldnt have said this since we ended this relationship long ago.but then did you really even love me?

i just wish that you had paid more attention to me instead of your friends

that's why i dont deserve a guy like you.

after all the feeling of depressed and stress.

the relationship of me and you teaches me how to love someone and not get the same amount of love that i gave.

i hope you find someone better then me, i dont deserve you.

i am so pissed and damn irritated with relationship nowadays

cz guys dont paid attention to their girls

how do you expect them to love you?

love is blind

love is about loving someone despite how he/she looks, behave or dress.

if you cares about this then you don deserve love.

Girls who know how to love a guy deserve a guy who love her double of she loving him.

i always dreamt of a perfect relatinship with the guy i love and that he will do or sacrifes for me not thinking of the consequences

but then some guys are too timid and not brave

GUYS who look for girls just to have fun dont even deserve a place in the world

i dont know why they are bored in this world.

there's no one in this world who are sincere in a relationship

maybe if there is

i can say.
0.1%

i am now not bothered about relationship because i know no one deserved my love and it final

nothing changes

my heart is broken to a million pieces

no one can put it back to how it was before.

life after the separation was tough

friends asked me to move on

well i try

but its difficult

memories are there stuck in my head.

what we did what we say

it is still in my heart

after today im not going to think abt what have happen and finally move on with my life

i believe thats the way

SCHOOL

school have been fun ,

met few people who are friendly

well since i met this two girls

ive changed

a happy

cheerful

and no

longer depressed as i was

we laugh,smile

cry and hopefully we dont fight

i really dont wish that to happen^^

they are a few people i could click immediately

studies

my studies has been okay okay

i can cope with accounting

and economic for now

maybe when u see me a year later

i might be haggard already

hahaha~

SHINee 1ST CONCERT

IN SINGAPORE

should i go even if my parents dont allowed it?

hell ya~

one night only

218 168 138

buying 168

and going to save save

work work work

if no chocie lend money^^ from my friend?

hehe^^

I AM SO GOING

YES AH

10 SEPT 2011

6PM

SINGAPORE INDOOR STADIUM

ONEW AH GIDARISEYO!

HEHE^^

WILL BLOG AGAIN SOON^^

Labels: broken pieces..this heart is brokenh

Old things | New things

Awesome Shawol!

Annyeong chigu !!!

Hello and annyeong chigu. I'm Cikin and I am this skin maker. Welcome to SHINee WORLD! Let me tell you who's SHINee :D

Shinee is a contemporary R&B South Korean boy band. Formed by SM Entertainment in 2008, they made their debut on May 25, 2008 on SBS's Inkigayo with their promotional single, "Noona Neomu Yeppeo (Replay)". The group consists of Leader Onew, Bling Bling Jonghyun, Almighty Key, Flaming Charisma Minho and Maknae Taemin. Since their debut, Shinee has released two full-length albums, three mini-albums, and various singles. They have also won many awards, held a concert tour and starred in their own reality shows. Shinee is considered to be a fashion icon having started the "SHINee Trend". They made their Japanese debut on June 22, 2011 by releasing a Japanese version of their single, "Replay".

Click here to know more about SHINee!

it have been a while

Wednesday, July 13, 2011 | 7:05 pm | 0 comments

it has been a while

maybe months since i last blog

i have been through a lot i guess and dont wish to blog about it,

well i dont know what happen today

i felt like blogging

last year i was happy really i was when i met this special guy

we turned out to be okay together,

we were friends

and then we moved on to a relationship

every month

almost every month he makes me happy

not forgetting all the quarrel we had due to his family problems he had to go through since young

i didnt care about that

all i wanted was him

but slowly as month goes by

we changed

yes we do changed

he always had bad mood

leading me to a bad day and bad stress.

he didnt know

i kept it to myself cz i dont want to stress him even more looking at his condition with his parents.

i feel so stress cz of the problems

and finally the fifth month of relationship i decided to break off from him

i know i always love him

but when he say he love me sometimes i dont feel it, it seems like he cares more abt his friend then me.

those days i misses him

wanted to meet him

but i could not

he had to meet his friends which i guess was more important to him and his works.

this makes me lose hope in the relationship,and there's actually other proble that lead to this break up.

when im sad i am not allowed to cry,im deprived of it

just imagine..im not saying he's bad, bt sometime i dont feel his sincerity.

i am sorry i know i shouldnt have said this since we ended this relationship long ago.but then did you really even love me?

i just wish that you had paid more attention to me instead of your friends

that's why i dont deserve a guy like you.

after all the feeling of depressed and stress.

the relationship of me and you teaches me how to love someone and not get the same amount of love that i gave.

i hope you find someone better then me, i dont deserve you.

i am so pissed and damn irritated with relationship nowadays

cz guys dont paid attention to their girls

how do you expect them to love you?

love is blind

love is about loving someone despite how he/she looks, behave or dress.

if you cares about this then you don deserve love.

Girls who know how to love a guy deserve a guy who love her double of she loving him.

i always dreamt of a perfect relatinship with the guy i love and that he will do or sacrifes for me not thinking of the consequences

but then some guys are too timid and not brave

GUYS who look for girls just to have fun dont even deserve a place in the world

i dont know why they are bored in this world.

there's no one in this world who are sincere in a relationship

maybe if there is

i can say.
0.1%

i am now not bothered about relationship because i know no one deserved my love and it final

nothing changes

my heart is broken to a million pieces

no one can put it back to how it was before.

life after the separation was tough

friends asked me to move on

well i try

but its difficult

memories are there stuck in my head.

what we did what we say

it is still in my heart

after today im not going to think abt what have happen and finally move on with my life

i believe thats the way

SCHOOL

school have been fun ,

met few people who are friendly

well since i met this two girls

ive changed

a happy

cheerful

and no

longer depressed as i was

we laugh,smile

cry and hopefully we dont fight

i really dont wish that to happen^^

they are a few people i could click immediately

studies

my studies has been okay okay

i can cope with accounting

and economic for now

maybe when u see me a year later

i might be haggard already

hahaha~

SHINee 1ST CONCERT

IN SINGAPORE

should i go even if my parents dont allowed it?

hell ya~

one night only

218 168 138

buying 168

and going to save save

work work work

if no chocie lend money^^ from my friend?

hehe^^

I AM SO GOING

YES AH

10 SEPT 2011

6PM

SINGAPORE INDOOR STADIUM

ONEW AH GIDARISEYO!

HEHE^^

WILL BLOG AGAIN SOON^^

Labels: broken pieces..this heart is brokenh

Older Post | Newer Post

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Your shoutbox codes here

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