SHINee~

What was your first paying job?

ummmmm fnb

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Monday, December 05, 2011 , 9:08 AM

What do you like to do when you are feeling sick?

sleep

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, 9:07 AM

What's your favorite city?

SEOUL^°

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Saturday, December 03, 2011 , 10:36 PM

What store do you shop at most often?

COMICS CONNECTIONS

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, 10:31 PM

tired

too tired.long.time no post

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, 9:57 PM

What is the most recent book that you have read?

well the eye of the beholder

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, 9:51 PM

saegil chuka hamnida^^

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to Fauziah
happy birthday to me

i am officially 20 this year(21 in Korea)
i am so happy
plus sad
cz my birthday falls on a weekend:(
and i am celebrating it alone:(
got bday wishes for mummy and sister:)
when i woke up
i immediately online at facebook
and i got like lot and lots of BIRTHDAY WISHES,
almost everyone wishes me except some,
but overall i am happy and not forgetting that my workplace mates bought me Birthday cake^^

and also this from HUISHI
CHocolate cake yumyum

it may not be the best or memorable one but it a great one cz most shawols elfs and friends and family wishes me

23JULY2011
ITS A DAY OF
SINGAPORE AND MALAYSIA MATCH
I HOPE I BRING SOME LUCK THOUGH
SINGAPORE MUST WIN ON MY BDAY.
MOW SINGAPORE LEADING WITH 5 GOALS
SINGAPORE HWAITING

THIS YEAR IT MAY BE THAT I DONT RECEIVE ANY PRESENT IM HAPPY CZ PEOPLE STILL REMEMBER MY BIRTHDAY^^
THANK YOU

IF IM GOING TO PUT A LIST OF THANKS
I DONT THINK I CAN FINISH IT UP
TO ALL:
THANK YOU FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES

kyuhyun baby

donghae^^

shin dong^^

leeteuk OPPA!!!

i love you and also kyuhyun baby teaser is out>>>>>

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Saturday, July 23, 2011 , 9:17 PM

20th birthday

it is my birthday today^^
yippee
even though it falls on a Saturday
i still receive a lot of birthday wishes from friends ,shawols and elfs ^^
i am really happy and fortunate to have them as a part of my life^^
thank you for the birthday wishes^^
SAEGIL CHUKA HAMNIDA!

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, 11:22 AM

How often do you remember your dreams?

50%

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Thursday, July 21, 2011 , 5:26 PM

countdown

who would have guess all this while

i survive for 20 years

alive

and still kicking

how i wish i was four year younger^^

i thought i would be able to celebrate it with a special someone

well guess i have to celebrate it all alone yet again

maybe im destined to be alone

haish

life is so depressing

aish

feel like killing myself at times

i can say that i am happy or i am sad

cause i am having a mix feeling of both

when i look at couple i wish i was like them

wish my boyfriend would be caring like him

well i guess after what i went through i cant think of anything that really make me happy during the 6months of relationship.

seriously when i want to think back

all i can think was misery

even though i miss him

but at times

i wish he would understand me more

but he fails at it

he expect me to understand him

how can i ?

i just wish i didnt meet him

there's no point of you coming back in my life

because there's nothing that makes me happy

you only bring me misery when i think back

i feel so bad when i say this but it is a fact when i think for a long time

i hope you find someone new

i really envy people in a relationship

i try to hide the feeling of envious

but what could i do

there's nothing i could do

every day i fake a big fake smile a big fake wherever i go

laugh whenever i could

but it's all a pretence

i try hard to forget what had happened

i managed too

so now it seems like i have lost all the memories that we had

i cant bear to throw all the stuff that you bought for me

the ring

the key change

and the bear BUT IT SEEMS I DONT REMEMBER WHERE I PUT IT

i really wish you had throw the stuff i gave you

HOPING FOR A RELATIONSHIP

now i am not hoping for another relationship

because

all

guys

are

the same

i am sorry if i will ever offend you guys

but isnt it a fact?

guys guys

sometime i asked god

why did you even create guys

when they dont display the right values as a guy?

SCHOOL

well basically i will see this same guy everyday in school

and i always feel weird when i see him

cause why

because he will look back at me

iiish

so the irritating

classmates are okay

but my both BESTIE

kay and ika

they are my best laughing friends

every day without fail we always laugh at each other random moments

i really love them

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Monday, July 18, 2011 , 8:01 PM

it have been a while

it has been a while

maybe months since i last blog

i have been through a lot i guess and dont wish to blog about it,

well i dont know what happen today

i felt like blogging

last year i was happy really i was when i met this special guy

we turned out to be okay together,

we were friends

and then we moved on to a relationship

every month

almost every month he makes me happy

not forgetting all the quarrel we had due to his family problems he had to go through since young

i didnt care about that

all i wanted was him

but slowly as month goes by

we changed

yes we do changed

he always had bad mood

leading me to a bad day and bad stress.

he didnt know

i kept it to myself cz i dont want to stress him even more looking at his condition with his parents.

i feel so stress cz of the problems

and finally the fifth month of relationship i decided to break off from him

i know i always love him

but when he say he love me sometimes i dont feel it, it seems like he cares more abt his friend then me.

those days i misses him

wanted to meet him

but i could not

he had to meet his friends which i guess was more important to him and his works.

this makes me lose hope in the relationship,and there's actually other proble that lead to this break up.

when im sad i am not allowed to cry,im deprived of it

just imagine..im not saying he's bad, bt sometime i dont feel his sincerity.

i am sorry i know i shouldnt have said this since we ended this relationship long ago.but then did you really even love me?

i just wish that you had paid more attention to me instead of your friends

that's why i dont deserve a guy like you.

after all the feeling of depressed and stress.

the relationship of me and you teaches me how to love someone and not get the same amount of love that i gave.

i hope you find someone better then me, i dont deserve you.

i am so pissed and damn irritated with relationship nowadays

cz guys dont paid attention to their girls

how do you expect them to love you?

love is blind

love is about loving someone despite how he/she looks, behave or dress.

if you cares about this then you don deserve love.

Girls who know how to love a guy deserve a guy who love her double of she loving him.

i always dreamt of a perfect relatinship with the guy i love and that he will do or sacrifes for me not thinking of the consequences

but then some guys are too timid and not brave

GUYS who look for girls just to have fun dont even deserve a place in the world

i dont know why they are bored in this world.

there's no one in this world who are sincere in a relationship

maybe if there is

i can say.
0.1%

i am now not bothered about relationship because i know no one deserved my love and it final

nothing changes

my heart is broken to a million pieces

no one can put it back to how it was before.

life after the separation was tough

friends asked me to move on

well i try

but its difficult

memories are there stuck in my head.

what we did what we say

it is still in my heart

after today im not going to think abt what have happen and finally move on with my life

i believe thats the way

SCHOOL

school have been fun ,

met few people who are friendly

well since i met this two girls

ive changed

a happy

cheerful

and no

longer depressed as i was

we laugh,smile

cry and hopefully we dont fight

i really dont wish that to happen^^

they are a few people i could click immediately

studies

my studies has been okay okay

i can cope with accounting

and economic for now

maybe when u see me a year later

i might be haggard already

hahaha~

SHINee 1ST CONCERT

IN SINGAPORE

should i go even if my parents dont allowed it?

hell ya~

one night only

218 168 138

buying 168

and going to save save

work work work

if no chocie lend money^^ from my friend?

hehe^^

I AM SO GOING

YES AH

10 SEPT 2011

6PM

SINGAPORE INDOOR STADIUM

ONEW AH GIDARISEYO!

HEHE^^

WILL BLOG AGAIN SOON^^

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Wednesday, July 13, 2011 , 7:05 PM

What ice cream flavor describes your personality the best?

strawberry<3

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Thursday, May 19, 2011 , 8:42 PM

Words that Freeze my heart

English translation

The most beautiful lie in the world
goodbye goodbye
The words spat out even though your

heart is torn apart
goodbye goodbye
The words meaning good farewell
The words that doesn’t even make

sense

As much as I loved you as much as I

believed you
It hurts, it hurts
Because I hate you so much, because

it’s so sad
It hurts, it hurts
This is farewell
This can’t be good
But still goodbye

Goodbye, even though I might hate

you, you are my love
The first person to teach me love
Sending you away
These are the lies of one man
goodbye goodbye

Your temperature that only I used to

feel
goodbye goodbye
Your lips that only I used to kiss
goodbye goodbye
It is devastating
But for you

The words I have to say as a man
goodbye goodbye
Embracing you tight for the last

time
goodbye goodbye
Like a tape stretched out
Stuttering heavily
Be happy, goodbye

Goodbye, even though I might hate

you, you are my love
The first person to teach me love
Sending you away
These are the lies of one man
goodbye goodbye

Goodbye, meet a better person and be

happy
I copy the scene right out of a

typical drama
Goodbye as a word might be well
In the end I lose you to someone

else
Like a kid who lost their parents
The love we made is separating
That’s right, farewell is up to us
In front of love we are sinners

Don’t cry you fool, I am really okay
I will live on no matter what, I

will be happy
Encounter, love, memories, farewell
For that moment, I was really

thankful

Clenching my teeth, I will send you

away
No matter what, I will forget you
The heart breaking story
We made together

goodbye goodbye

credit:http://itja.wordpress.com/2011/03/18/wheesung-ft-junhyung-b2st-word-that-freeze-my-heart-lyrics/

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Sunday, May 15, 2011 , 7:07 PM

What would your perfect day look like?

a day on a beach with my boyfriend:)

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